Dying In Her Arms Part 2 / Saturday, February 11, 2006
Tim.
“Tim! What are you doing here?” I asked as I backed away, smiling.
“Hi, Mari. I missed you, honey.” Tim said as he held my hand and led me away from the crowd. I felt a sense of light-headedness as he did that. I felt so lucky to have him. But it will be over for a couple of days.
I did the unthinkable.
“Tim, I think you should stop seeing me.” I said.
He stopped dead on his tracks, apparently upset.
“Why Mari? Is my love for you not enough? Are we not happy with each other? Tell Me!” Tim said as he roughly pushed me against the wall, almost crushing me. A lot of people were startled and started to go near. I tried to keep a straight face as he dragged me into the crowd.
Then finally, we arrived.
Heaven.
I stared at him. He seemed so confident yet there was something that disturbed him.Looking into his eyes, I saw his gentle nature inside all of the rowdiness and brashness. By that time, I did not know my time with him would be cut short. I began to breathe heavily and piece-by-piece, I felt intense pain. A pain that will never be erased. Tim looked at me with his amber eyes. i will never forget that look he gave me...
It's so meaningful....
"Look Mari. I know that you're dying. Why didn't you tell me sooner? i should've adjusted
to what you are feeling right now." With these words, he suddenly pulled me into a
tight hug. He felt warm and secured. As though I was his security blanket.
Then suddenly, my muscles twitched horribly.
I felt the pain radiating from my muscles. I suddenly collapsed because of the pain.
I was terrified. I thought I will die...
When I slowly regained consciousness...
I found myself lying in Tim's lap.
He brushed my hair slowly and when I looked up, I saw his worried face.
"Mari, are you okay? You were unconcious for 5 hours already...what happened?"
He said as he continued brushing.
“What happened?” I asked him.
“You suddenly collapsed. Are you ok now?” He asked.
Truth is, I’m not ok anymore. I am now experiencing the symptoms of near death. I mustered all my strength to nod my head but I wasn’t able to. My muscles were out of control. I merely looked at him. To my surprise, his eyes were full of tears.
He began to cry like a child. Then, he hugged me again.
“Mari, don’t leave me….”
Then, without warning, my eyes begin to close uncontrollably. The last thing I saw was his face and I felt his arms…And I was carried over…
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