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Marj/Marjoured/ Glenda. Born on October 11, 1990. Certified Libra. A Fourth year student. Wannabe Atenean, Thomasian, Fighting Maroon, Lasallian. Loner. Misunderstood. Certified Bookworm. Likes all subjects except PHYSICS. Has a distant past. Frequents all the so-called "MASA" places. Has a short temper and one-track mind that goes well together. Word lover, number hater.The so-called "shock absorber" of the class. More?

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So basically, you're cunning, ambitous, and willing to use any means to meet your ends. Lots of people think Slytherins are cold, evil, heartless people.. and although some are, some are not. Slytherins are the most misunderstood people.. You're not all evil! We're misconceived and misunderstood, and have been given a bad rep.. The movie makes us look terrible. People just have this thing about people about ambition.. Hmm.. Well, you know you're the best, so I guess it doesn't matter. Gryffindor may beat you at everything.. but you still keep trying! COME ON, SHOW SOME SLYTHERIN PRIDE!

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It Hurts So Bad... / Monday, May 08, 2006

"Emotions will only put you down sometimes it's just better to use your head than to hurt yourself knowing you and the one you love can never be..."

Those were the exact words in her status message...

We're goners...

Some excerpts from our chat...

"I don't know how many times I wrote little sweet love notes to you--- I thought you loved me and we would last forever___ I guess I was wrong..."

"u really noe how to break my heart eh... all u wanted to be is just
friends...galing lam moh na pano break heart ko..."

"hard days made me hard nights shaped me...i dont know they somehow saved me..."

"i wont die from a broken heart... i only wish i did....ganun lng un kaya dont worry..."

"you shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than me, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do..."

Yeah...I'll never forget all the things we have shared...All that we have experienced together...

I'll never forget these last words...

"There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. .."

I know, but our lives will continue and we need to move on...

P.S. Last minute excerpts:

“Yes i still love you. I love u more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let you go so you can know just how much I love you. Maybe if I'm lucky, you'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”

"lam ko naman na di na pwede mging tau...pero wala naman msama kung aasa ako eh.... sa isang bagay na lam kong di ko makukuha..."

Na-hurt ako dito sa isang ito...

“LOVE Horrible isn't it? It makes me so vulnerable. It opens my chest and it opens up my heart and it means that someone can get inside me and mess me up. i build up all these defenses, i build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt me....

But...

then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into my stupid life...i give you a piece of me. you didn't ask for it. you did something dumb one day, like kiss me or smile at me, and then my life isn't my own anymore.

And...

It gets inside me. It eats me out and leaves you crying inside the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into my heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-me-and-rips-me-apart pain. I hate love.”

Sigh...

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/sluggish Marjoured blogged at:
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